- I'm scared of failure
- I'm still living life how dad would want me to. But he's not here now. Is he watching over me so I should still act how he expects me to??? Or should I start living life how I want to without the reassurance of guidance?
- I need to be more gentle with myself and not regard that as weakness.
- Taking time off work to get better is the right thing to do.
- I'm a nightmare dressed as a day dream.
- It is now the 8th January 2016. I can look back now and actually see how ill I was. I was extremely poorly but was in serious denial. Others could see it but I couldn't.
- Get off the alcohol, it's a depressant so won't help my depression!
- i don't see the worst in everyone, i see the everyone in everyone
Eureka
- Make a blog to communicate how I'm feeling instead of bottling it up.
- A quote I've really started to believe in:
"Those who matter don't mind. And those who mind don't matter."
My friends have unknowingly made me believe this so Thank You!
- Start slimming world with my best friend! I get to lose weight AND get to hang out with my best friend more!
- Join B for 'Dry January'
- Starting adrenaline sports and my first aid job will give me a 'high' that I seek from Codeine. It's a healthier way of curbing the urges.
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